agonising

I spent days agonising over whether to take the job or not.

我用了好些思考是否接受这份工作。

It was an agonising decision for him.

这对他来说是一个痛决定。

They agonised about it for days.

他们为此恼了许多。

The accused faces an agonising wait while the jury considers its verdict.

团讨论裁决期间，被告面临痛等待。

I will not let your secret out to agonise the man I love.

我绝不会把你秘密说出去而让我所钟爱遭受痛。