We shouldn’t be having them languishing and naru even now laid lorn for years to years to come.

我不该让此苦苦挣扎，孤苦无依。

The whole consciousness of my life lorn, my love lost, my hope quenched, my faith death-struck, swayed full and mighty above me in one sullen mass.

我命的全部意识都被遗弃，我的爱，我的希望破灭，我的信仰被击垮，在我头顶上摇摆不定，一团阴郁。